Monday, January 18, 2010

collisions

now that i'm back to living 1 week at a time, i feel i have an obligation to post everytime i return.

"That was 2 weeks only. I need 2 years."

haiz. i know, i know. i know the right answers. but like e wise ones say, "the longest journey you can make in your life is from your head to your heart."

e week was good la to be honest. can't languish in this state of angst when there was so much to be grateful for: intense and powerful moments of sharing and connection. they're like nuclear fusions. memories and emotions rushing towards each other with so much force and momentum that when they collide, they fuse together so powerfully that a whole new state is formed. and in that process, energy is given out. immense amounts of pure raw energy - heat that warms, light that shines, radiation that transforms.

i have a lot more to write ugh. my cor 13:13 one, divine command theory one, raspy voices in morning DO, v for vendetta man/idea one. and i have many things to do. many thots to record. many plans to organize. many errands to run.

subordinate and offer. that's e grand plan. and sleep =)

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